... of feeling sick and tired!
I'm still not feeling 100%.. it's now been 3 weeks since I've been able to work out, and my body is feeling it. UGH! I never thought I'd say that I miss working out and getting exercise, but I do. I really miss my Zumba classes.
I am able to hold food down now, but it's touch and go on how my body reacts to it. Sometimes I can eat with absolutely no pain during the digestion process... Other times, I want to curl up into fetal position and just cry. I had a bad episode this weekend, and it ruined the day for me. Today has been pretty good so far, so I think I may count my blessings and have a very light dinner.
Although I'm not considering it a bright note, because I know with fair certainty that I will likely gain some weight back, I am down to 154.8 lbs. My lifetime goal with WW is 155, so if I stay down over the next two days, I'll hit lifetime. My lowest weight ever post op/adult life, etc. is 154 point something, so it's definitely a bittersweet feeling. My ultimate goal is 149.8 just so I can get out of the 150s for the first time in my adult or even adolescent life, but I'd rather do things the right way... Gahh!!!
I am feeling truly disconnected with everyone. Work has been trying to kill me, as well as my ulcer. I marked everything as read in my google reader and am starting fresh today. I know there is no way I can catch up on over 1000 posts.
I miss you all very much, and hope life starts to feel normal again soon!!
About Gastric Girl
- Laurie (TheSafestScents.com)
- Tomball, TX, United States
- My name is Laurie. I'm 34 and I live in a suburb of Houston, TX. My life isn't super exciting or ultra dramatic, but I love it! My blogs are just a peek into my life as I know it. I'm quite random and have an opinion on everything, but I love everyone's aspect on things, even if I disagree. The world would be quite boring if not! :-)